At a yound age, I wanted to be a Drug Dealer. so that's exactly what I became. Even though I was raised by a great family, I decided the drug dealers was who I looked up to and wanted to hang out with.

That path led to years of trouble, jail, and multiple felonies. Since 2013 I've spent large parts of my life and wasting alot of time in and out of jail.

In 2018 I got out after one of my longer stay and tried to change things. It didnt work out like expected but I was pretty spoiled growing up so the effort wasnt all that. I had struggled with fentanyl addiction, and when I got out I promised myself I wouldn't ever touch that drug again. Then on July 1st, 2019, My Dad Died from a heart attack and drove his truck off the rode and sunk it into a big pond on the other side of the lake.

Everything Good in my mind went out the window and I left the hospital and went right back to fentanyl. A downward spiral is an under statement of what I was doing. In 2020 I caught more charges. You know that place rock bottom... Go under that and you would be where I was at.

I had no direction up to that point other then getting pills and doing them. I didnt sell them anymore since I was to scared to see any one die but I was doing enough for every one in the city ( this is a spot me and Bennie have in common is the amount a day we were doing which was about 100 a day)

I burned every bridge I had, Destroyed every relationship I had and luckily only a few are still around today. Truthfully everyone still hates me for this time period and I cant say I blame them. So if your one of those people reading this for some reason I'd like to say sorry. Most of you haven't done fentaynl and never will so you'll never be able to understand the mind set I was in but just know you are not you on that drug. I know sorry doesnt fix anything, but if you ever need me you know where i'm at still.

In 2022, I somehow ended up getting arrested for child support, but I was also still fighting the case from 2020 and this time I told myself this life is over with something has got to give.

So, I was being charged with Conspiracy of Sell and Delivery of Schedule 2 and Felon with a Firearm. Enhancement of School Zone. 

The whole case is complicated when explained, but nobody is truly listening in the justice system. I mean they tried charging me with stealing my Grandmas car at one point in time in her driveway while she was telling them I never stole the car and even after her telling everyone she goes to keep new tags and they said her car had been stolen. 

I paid a lawyer pretty fresh off the bar and this case ended up being free for me. ( not for my girlfriend though. Why she helped me after the years of all this I'll never know) Since the case was Bogus, I got word that misdamenor charges was all I was going to get. If I explained the whole case you would agree with it getting dropped to misdamenor. Guess who didn't care... The System. I ended up signing 11 years on probation only because I was worried about my Grandma. ( She lost her Son, Husband, Mom back to back years)

When I got out I started working for a Business called Fitness Machine Technicians and eventually was talked into going out on my own.

This is when I relized I didnt know anything about anything especially business. So, I started learning.

I've learned alot since that time and I had some hiccups on probation and now Im being required to complete a rehab program thats a year long. (Yes, if your reading this I'm probaly at that program)

The System only see's my paperwork and on paper I'm one of the worst people possible.  

Stay Sober was born in the jail cell after one of my hiccups in 2025. Stay Sober doesnt just imply from drugs. It can be anything.

I was in a Rehab Program and left and that 30 days in that program was worse then any jail time and made me relize I really have Grow Up, or as Bennie says "Do Better"

Ive cut ties to everyone considered bad, changed my whole mind and lifestyle around, barely have any friends, and people still tell me i'm doing it wrong because they see nothing and think I'm still the old me.

So if your going through it stop worrying about everyone. Don't worry about what any one at all thinks about you just keep being a good person and moving forward and everything will work out.

Ive only had roughly 48 hours to put all this up. Waiting to see where I'm headed to next. So, if you buy anything then truly Thank You.

Love yall! #StaySober #Dobetter